Um, yes—I enjoyed it immensely. Everything you did, the location—it was just perfect!

Thank you for being who you are.

How did I feel afterward? I got straight into the car and drove off. Physically, I was completely exhausted, almost like after an intense workout – from standing, from the experience, from everything. At the same time, my mind was completely clear, almost wide awake, and I was able to drive really well. It was a strong feeling: physically tired, but mentally present. I felt my body – both during the session and afterwards – and it was very intense.

I was surprised at myself. Normally, I want to please everyone, but this time I dared to be honest, even though it took a lot of effort. You can count on it – I will continue to do so.

I love that burning sensation on my butt, the after-effects, the pain. It makes me feel myself. But maybe it’s not just the pain, but also this feeling of being at your mercy – that you can do whatever you want with me, push me down, slap me. That turned me on, even though I hardly noticed the arousal because of the pain. You noticed that I was wet – so it did something to me.

For me, the uncertainty was at the forefront: not knowing what was coming next and feeling how far I could go. For me, this is strongly related to sexual dominance – being used, restrained, at your mercy, being teased until I can hardly stand it anymore. Maybe you call it orgasm control – I would actually like that.

This submissiveness, the feeling of being dominated and sexually used, has a strong effect on me. I don’t like to say this because I have respect for women who have really had to experience such things – but the pure fantasy of a scenario in which I am no longer in control and the man can do whatever he wants sometimes plays a part. I think many women have such thoughts, even if hardly anyone talks about it.

Overall, I enjoyed the session incredibly. My body is still vibrating. I thought long and hard about whether to say this, but I would find it appealing to be penetrated at the end—when I’m completely exhausted—with or without an orgasm. I was so agitated that I masturbated twice at home.

So: big compliments, my dear. I hope you can make sense of this mess. Please tell me if I’m wrong about anything—I’m still a beginner. I hope you noticed that I enjoyed playing with myself like that.

Thank you for making me feel sexy. I hope I can book you again. Have a nice evening!